couple days

The past couple days have been pretty good! (even though I haven't had a computer) I thought I was going to be SO bored without it but I've actually got a LOT done. Yesterday I got up with Bailey and at breakfast then we went and played outside! She looooves being outside in the grass, she just runs around with the biggest grin! But then, I was staring at the fountain in the pond and I turned to look at Bailey and she was sitting down grabbing her legs.....ants! It wasn't bad, there was probably only 4 or 5 on her and she only got 2 bites but it was so sad! She didn't cry, I think she was just confused but..we went inside after that so I could take her clothes off and check for more. She's so precious to me. I love this age...I love when I tell her to do something and I can see her thinking and processing it in her little mind and she does it! Like "Go get that block and bring it to Aunt Brit!" She does it with such excitement! I love that little girl! right now she's watching My Friends Tigger and Pooh and occasionally coming to get bites of oatmeal from Mommy :-)

Today, we're going to hang around the house and pick up a little bit and eat lunch, then we're going to Aunt Jenny's so I can pick up Kendall's algebra notes then come back home and THEN I have to go to work from 5-9. Not bad, but my job is a big joke! I'm a "receptionist" but its at a retirement home so someone has to be at both desks 24/7. from 8-9 it's receptionists and from 9-8 it's security guards. But I usually work evening or weekends and there is absolutely nothing to do work-wise so I usually just bring a book or draw or write in complete silence! Sometimes the little 4 hours shifts are nice but when I have to work 8-5, I kinda wanna go crazy because I feel like I'm wasting my time and I just want to be home with my sweet Bailey. I'm with her all the time..I don't know what I'm gonna do when I start nursing school, full time. I can't put her in daycare....well...I WONT but her in daycare. So I'm going to have to go to night classes and just work my butt off because she'll be 2 by then. SIGH...life is going to be hard for a little while but I KNOW I can do it. I trust God that everything will work out for the best.. He has a plan for all of us and I know it's a good one!

Well I think that's gonna be it for now, I've got to finish feeding Bailey girl her oatmeal and makes some more coffee for MEEE!! IF anyone's reading this...have a lovely day